I had my appointment with Dr. Awesome. The appointment itself, not so
awesome. I brought up maybe trying another medication with Dr. Awesome and
though he had a very articulate and responsible response, I didn’t like it. His
answer was no. He admitted he doesn’t have the resources necessary to properly
administer the medication and he is reluctant to do it without knowing what all
our problems are. We know I have an issue with progesterone, that’s a given, he
is just not sure what else are the obstacles. He also said he doesn’t have the
ability to do all the specific more in depth testing that we should have done.
He understands our plight, RE’s are expensive, but he’s not willing to put me at
risk to try to save us a couple bucks. I didn’t like it, but his response just
proved how awesome he really is.
And of course
since I have the worst reproductive luck, I’ve also developed another issue (not
infertility related, at least I don’t think yet) and now I have to have an u/s
done to make sure I don’t have any polyps in my uterus. Dr. Awesome doesn’t
think I have any, he said I’m young and healthy, but wants to make sure he rules
out as many possibilities as he can. We’re also awaiting my pap results to find
out if my cervical dysplasia is back. He said my current issue might be an
indicator that it’s back, but it could also be completely
unrelated.
I have to admit the timing on all
this sucks. We’re in the final stretch before our trip and now instead of being
all excited and happy, I’m anxious and depressed. I might not get my pap results
back until the 13th and my u/s is scheduled for the 19th. Both those results
will greatly impact how we proceed with starting a family. I am just bracing
myself for more bad news really. I’m wondering if I should up the drinking
budget for this trip…
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