My doctor's office finally got back to me on Wednesday with my results. By the grace of God, my beta was negative, meaning my HCG was <5 which is exactly where my doctor wanted me to be. That means my body did the m/c process "right" and I will not need any other intervention. I'm happy about that, but hearing my beta was negative was just another dagger to my heart. My body has no trace of the beautiful baby that was growing inside me and that hurts.
Spawn, even though my body has moved on, please know my heart hasn't. There will NEVER be a day that goes by where I don't think of you. I love you sweet baby, to the moon and back.
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